The ultrasounds  where mostly done in Israel at the time and werent my favorite thing. It was aways waiting in rooms till docors where ready to see you. Jane was not a nice person during this time as all women who are pregnant and have their bad habits during pregnancy.

I tried to collect as much vieo and data of Yazmins life before she was born and to this present day. I remeber when she was born and after they had taken Yazmin from jane and started walk out the operating room with me, I felt this feeling which is unexplainable. The phone rang and it was my mom and she said “raymond” at that moment just before she alled i fet that feeling and it was so out of this world i could not speak or walk for a minute or so.

I remeber my mom saying “Raymond talk to me” and all i could say was mmmss baabab rhhh , I coudnt talk, gibarish was coming ou my mouth. After a minute or so i came too and then continued with the nurse to the incubator.

I think that was the moment when i felt Yazmin and everything to be become one with me…Wjat a feeling but ony dads will know this feeling… Love True Love..